There is a song called "The Show" by Lenka..
which the lyrics is reflecting my life at the moment.
"I'm just a little girl lost in the moment,
I'm so scared but i don't show it,
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down,
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show."
Back to that kind of same feelings again,
before studying in SAE.
something like,
supposedly u are heading towards this direction,
but the further u go, the more the options,
and it leads me to nowhere.
Honestly speaking,
I'm kinda LOST right now.
Don't really know what i want,
don't know what is the future holding it to me,
a lot of things have been running in my mind,
unfinished stuffs need to be done,
losing self-confident to do what i want to do,
i need more courage to get myself up.
I think i am too much into this crazy world,
this is why i am being so insecure and over-worrying.
It looks like a bad omen,
Am i suffering from Blue disease?
HAHAHAHAHA :D
I guess,
There's always a transition moments from the old chapter of life to the brand new start again.
It is unbearable yet inevitable.
I'm stopping at this terminal and taking the next flight to the better place.
I believe that it equipped me to extent the bigger callings from above.
God hid our greatest rewards behind the biggest barriers.
I will be OK. :)
Shuzhen @
1:18 AM