how wrong it is..
and u've been a fool seriously taking it as what?
a chanting moment that rolling u into a temporary companionship?
it has slowly pulled u in day by day..
the sinking pile of the craps is throwing at u once again..
u know u would be fine eventually..
if only u could hold it on without dealing with any blows that u tend to force yourself to suck it in..
u know u've been exaggerating a tiny matter that doesn't matter at all..
and u hate yourself dipping in quietly without realizing u are actually did..
cos every single words, the reactions, the expressions might give yourself away...
and yes u did..
yet, it had turned out that both parties didn't uphold the same thoughts..
how devastated it is..
u hid your true feelings yet u can't hide away from God..
cos he knows how exactly u felt..
i've always been telling u, my friend..
do not ever pull up the curtains if u still wanna remain the best catchy feelings to whoever it is..
cos it definitely brings u down once u have undiscovered what's behind it..
a far off distance relationship is simply the best ever..?
it remains to be known yet.
come on,
do not be a coward please!
u know u have better place out there..
open up ur heart to someone who is worth to be deserved..
u are just tired wandering on the interaction between the unpredictable encounters and unavoidable-to-be-solved problems..
have a good rest then,
and u will be fine, after all.
