++An Ordinary Life++

15

2010-10-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

Mood swing out of the blue.

Perhaps I was still really taking it to heart.

How naive I am.

How I missed the old times, again.

Amazingly,

the most bombastic moment back to the old church I'd grown up with,

the youth group I grew up with,

the friends, pals, seniors, juniors, whatever it is,

and the junior 3 friends, the craziest gang I've ever had!

We just had so much fun in it!

15, the most incredible moment happened in my life!

It's just a sense of belonging, simply just there, used to be part of me.

No wonder Taylor Swift specifically sang about fifteen,

the awesome things that happened back in then.

And after 15,

things changed, life turned upside down.

Had the most awkward circumstances,

the most embarrassing faces,

the immature way of dealing with problems,

and the more we grow up,

the lesser friends we have,

of course it applies the same to me.

I always believe that if God had put me in it,

He wanted me to learn something,

without meaningless purposes.

I do appreciate.

And I don't mind at all the amount of the friends I have,

as long as we are genuinely be treated,

even if just 1,

or a few,

it really, really doesn't matter.

Actually for the past few years,

been trying hard to sway away from the social circles Im in,

to experience total different cultures,

be it friends, social life, environment, future career, whatever it is.

Without saying that the current situation is bad,

Im really grateful and be appreciated for God has blessed me on,

and it is just amazing and more than what I expected!

I guess as time goes by,

the sense of belonging has gone by time after time,

I don't feel myself in any positions,

maybe that's why I feel unsecured,

especially what has happened in sec senior schooling days,

that was a nightmare,

not referring to anyone involved in these.

That was also the time I switched to a new church,

some kind of forces and unwillingness,

I was very down over that period,

blamed on my parents for so-called forcing us to change,

after that,

I became very sensitive.

And I just came to realize recently,

it was my personal inner emotional reflection.

Due to the familiarity among friends,

that really strips me out,

I can't seem to get hold of myself properly.

I fell again and again,

and I learned my lesson.

I hurt some people in the process of learning,

but does someone know I suffer the twice?

Im not trying to gain sympathy,

and I seriously do not need it,

it's just the common misconception that how people look at me.

And I thank God for letting me understand all these,

with various incidents compiling into realizations.

It took me several years to link all mind issues,

how hilarious my life is.

You know among all friends, you suffered the most.

You might not understand what is it all about,

and I don't expect you do.

If you do, that's encouraging,

if not, that really doesn't a thing.

It's not that I don't care,

and because I really care,

I would rather let nature takes it course,

which means let God teaches us how to do.

If it's God's will,

things will come naturally.

Ok I admit Im just kinda emo all of sudden,

off to bed.

Night, my father God.

Oh back to here.

2010-09-30T16:37:00.002+08:00

Wow that's been almost a year since it's been deserted. LOL.

Thought I have deleted the blog,

surprisingly it is still here when it's on my bookmark column.

Life's been good,

since 1 year back ago.

Lotsa things has been changed,

and I guess it's always better than it is.

One thing remained unchanged was,

Im still a free and easy Uni student. =D

But with heavy task,

dealing with my final thesis, research proposal.

Other than that,

Im hoping to work as freelancer,

and I believe God is revealing his way right now.

Nevertheless,

Im about to start a small capital online business with my bestie,

really excited about it!

We're gonna meet the designer during Dec,

it will all be good! =)

Hmmms,

my personal life is pretty dull and boring, according to the measurement of "common definition".

It's all about my lappie, spiritual books and some projects Im currently working on,

meet up friends and traveling once in a while.

And except for one schooling day,

I mostly stay home to do work.

It might sound freaking boring to you,

but I really enjoy it.

The value of life is based on what we think it's worth well spending time to invest.

I hate complications,

therefore my life is pretty simple,

as well as my school assignment. =="

Yes I admit that Im stupid,

but never mind, what matters the most is how God sees me. =)

what else?

Yes Im still single and available.

I've been interrogated by tons of people why am I still unattached?

Many of them gave me a damn surprised looked like I should be in that closet.

Given to my personality and temper,

I should have a very sweet relationship and blah blah blah,

Hahahaha I didn't know it can be a false alarm.

Whatever leaves you guys my good impression. LOL!

Regarding to WHY,

my answer might disappoint you,

that is I believe in God's will.

So are you the one? =)

Finally,

Im very thankful for what Im having right now,

God equips me to be a better me,

showing gratitude should be part of our life,

Im still learning.

Jia you!

Perhaps

2009-10-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

it's time to move, again!

HHAHAHAHA...

hehehe recently i've been searching how to DIY homemade facial mask..

and i just did one of the information that's been searched!

hopefully the methods will be able to cure my horrible face...TT

moving towards a healthy beauty girl!

:DDDDDD

God wants me to know......

2009-10-14T23:57:00.007+08:00

that,

If you don't like something about what you see and hear,

no point in smashing the mirror,

change who you are becoming.

OH MY GOSH!!!

2009-10-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH!!!!

I have never never expected that my parents especially my MOM allowed me to go perth ALONE!!

u know how delighted i am now??

hahaha...and i've just booked my ticket!!!

and will be flying Sdyney with miss Yvette n her bro & bro-in-laws and her housemate!!

I'm so freaking excited now!!

Here i go!! Perth and Sdyney! and maybe...Melbourne??

Alright! A beautiful summer will be there for ME!!!

Thank God for giving me a great surprise!! :D

A girl..

2009-09-29T16:27:00.001+08:00

should be two things:

Classy and Fabulous!

some words for u :)

2009-09-22T01:53:00.007+08:00

Once habit becomes a daily routine..

how wrong it is..

and u've been a fool seriously taking it as what?

a chanting moment that rolling u into a temporary companionship?

it has slowly pulled u in day by day..

the sinking pile of the craps is throwing at u once again..

u know u would be fine eventually..

if only u could hold it on without dealing with any blows that u tend to force yourself to suck it in..

u know u've been exaggerating a tiny matter that doesn't matter at all..

and u hate yourself dipping in quietly without realizing u are actually did..

cos every single words, the reactions, the expressions might give yourself away...

and yes u did..

yet, it had turned out that both parties didn't uphold the same thoughts..

how devastated it is..

u hid your true feelings yet u can't hide away from God..

cos he knows how exactly u felt..

i've always been telling u, my friend..

do not ever pull up the curtains if u still wanna remain the best catchy feelings to whoever it is..

cos it definitely brings u down once u have undiscovered what's behind it..

a far off distance relationship is simply the best ever..?

it remains to be known yet.

come on,

do not be a coward please!

u know u have better place out there..

open up ur heart to someone who is worth to be deserved..

u are just tired wandering on the interaction between the unpredictable encounters and unavoidable-to-be-solved problems..

have a good rest then,

and u will be fine, after all.

How I wish i could.....

2009-09-18T00:25:00.007+08:00

#1

wander around the random places to take photographs....

I'm drying to improve more and more AND MORE!!!!

God please give me a camera!

HAHAHA!!

#2

be extremely LOW PROFILE....

in fact, i'm always do..............

but...........i''ve been always the one gotten something happened then my low profile is totally gone...

arghhhhh!! hahahhaa....!

NO no NO no NO...Low profile is my life's attitude!!

ALRIGHT..im gonna keep it until....many many years later....!!

Keep it Up

2009-09-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

Have u ever wondered how does an outfit, hairstyle or or anything else that affect one's appearance?

Maybe few years back when u saw this person,

u thought he/she was just ordinary as in nothing special about them, wouldn't even take a second glance at them?

Different people got different reaction to certain point of view instead.

But few years later, everything's changed.

The person u thought was nothing at all turned into a glamourous star that beyond your imagination.

How would you feel? jealous? delighted? or maybe u are thinking :"what has it got to do with me?"

If i were to answer this question, i would say yes, for sure.

We always feel secured, confident with a proper outfit and it gives people a good impression or deep impression if u are pretty or good looking enough, HAHA.

In fact i've been talking so much rubbish, just wanted to express something that is happening every single moment.

Been seeing a lot of people change here and there in a long, short period of time.

Have always been overwhelmed by the changing of the beauty, the natural beauty ever.

Keep it up, my friends.

HAHA.

A wonderful Outing

2009-09-03T02:03:00.007+08:00

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It's a peaceful and quiet village that i feel like going there once again...anyone? :)

A nice sky that im seeking after always..

oH yeah me and my dear sis...:)

I'll be going back soon :D

Completion of Diploma Course!

2009-08-29T16:22:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah!

Feel so relaxed and SLACKED!!

For the past weeks,

lacked of sleep, mix until my ear is gonna deaf...

but without a lot of ppl helping me, i wouldn't be able to hand in my work..

THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

And also, got to know a bunch of fun classmates!

and the school people that we always hang out with..

the learning process has inspired me a lot..

that is Awesome!

Have a blessed future for the 708 guys :)

I miss yaaa.....

2009-08-24T02:08:00.003+08:00

Welcome peeps :)

do check out my own experimental composition displaying on the sidebar..

I miss ya...it has no connection to any specific person or matter.

It's just a nostalgia.

Feel free to leave any comments.

Thanks. :D

Thanks

2009-08-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the music..

Thanks for helping me all along the way...

I feel released when im listening to it..

somehow it's just hard for me to suck it in..

though it's just a small matter.

When sucky things happened,

the no matter how big theory u hold on to,

it just collapsed.

Again, thanks.

Midnight..

2009-08-18T02:22:00.002+08:00

I love sitting under the night sky..

in the middle of the night,

listening to my favourite music,

chatting with some nice friends..

looking up to the sky..

or..it could be funny or sad things running on my mind..

but it doesn't matter..

as long as it calms me down. :)

Isa 1:5

2009-08-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

"Why should ye be stricken anymore?

ye will revolt more and more.

The whole head is sick, and the whole heart faint. "

Brace up.

Everything is under God's control. :)

my mind is blasting

2009-08-08T01:42:00.002+08:00

today is a long long day...

so many things happened all of sudden..

i got so many stuffs need to be filtered out..

my brain is gonna explode...

but still, thanks to the few people that helping me all the way..

a big thanks to u guys. :)

be good

2009-08-05T13:00:00.002+08:00

Somehow i realized it's meaningless to tell those smart aleck..

and just because they think they know more than u,

despite ur feelings, they are just living in their own world..

why?

what's the point of giving explanation if they ain't understand at all?

i've learnt to shut my mouth up.

And, be good.

What's next?

2009-07-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

Have something checked out today..

should i head towards my dream school..

or should i just stay in S'pore continue degree..

which i don't really feel like doing..

I have no idea about it..

I dare to dream, yet it seems far away from me..

I dare to think, yet the possibility is an unknown answer..

so,

What's next?

God, could u guide me ur way,

please?

Say Goodbye to...

2009-07-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

The precious moment,

the time,

the good or bad,

the..

everything..

it wont come back anymore.

Happy Schooling Day?

2009-07-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Holiday comes to an end..

Rushing hour again..

can i not to go back?

wuwu...TT

Happy Schooling Day?

I hope so...@@

Lost

2009-07-09T01:18:00.002+08:00

There is a song called "The Show" by Lenka..

which the lyrics is reflecting my life at the moment.

"I'm just a little girl lost in the moment,
I'm so scared but i don't show it,
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down,
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show."

Back to that kind of same feelings again,

before studying in SAE.

something like,

supposedly u are heading towards this direction,

but the further u go, the more the options,

and it leads me to nowhere.

Honestly speaking,

I'm kinda LOST right now.

Don't really know what i want,

don't know what is the future holding it to me,

a lot of things have been running in my mind,

unfinished stuffs need to be done,

losing self-confident to do what i want to do,

i need more courage to get myself up.

I think i am too much into this crazy world,

this is why i am being so insecure and over-worrying.

It looks like a bad omen,

Am i suffering from Blue disease?

HAHAHAHAHA :D

I guess,

There's always a transition moments from the old chapter of life to the brand new start again.

It is unbearable yet inevitable.

I'm stopping at this terminal and taking the next flight to the better place.

I believe that it equipped me to extent the bigger callings from above.

God hid our greatest rewards behind the biggest barriers.

I will be OK. :)

God wants me to know......

2009-07-08T00:40:00.001+08:00

that it's time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living.

Are you willing to do that now?
Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment?
You were not born to follow rules and regulations.

Living starts with dreaming.
So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss!

God wants me to know......

2009-07-04T17:54:00.003+08:00

that it's OK.

Just rest for a moment.
It's OK.

Yes, things are crazy,
yes, the world is going nuts.

Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves,
there,
in the core of your being,
there is pure silence, pure love.

And ... it's ... just ... OK.

i don't understand

2009-07-02T00:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's really not the matter of their thoughts,

It' just that,

I've tried my very best to put myself in their shoes,

the people who knows me well, they understand.

As for those who never spares a thoughts to others,

stay away from me.

I've never been a nice person anyway.

New Place

2009-06-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

i've found a new place to stay already...

for the next 2 months,

i will have to squeeze in a tiny room..

with a super duper mini size wardrobe which i've never seen it before and im wondering how to squeeze all my clothes in...><"

and i have to take bus to the next station to transfer to school..

haha..

BUT...

NO MORE 18TH FLOOR..

NO MORE SPOILT LIFT..

NO MORE HOUSE CLEANING..

NO MORE CLIMBING UP AND DOWN TO THE HILL..

thus, im satisfied.

and the surrounding area is soooooo JB....

which i kinda like it also...:D

with God's love showered..

a new life is about to begin...

Holiday!

2009-06-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

my so-called "wonderful holiday" has just started!!

the party has just begun!!!

ahahaha...

well, even though it lasts for 1 month..

but it seems that there are numerous matters still ongoing..

and it's been on my mind since last month...

of all the problems i've been encountering until now,

i gained something which is called "patient"..

perhaps i should put it that way,

instead of problems,

might as well categorizing it as the learning experiences..

that u would probably try to avoid it but it just somehow bump into u,

and say "halo" to u..

what to do?

stop complaining and KEEP MOVING ON!

i just happened to read a book it's about attitude..

it said that attitude is contagious..

whether good or bad,

it determines how much your attitude affecting your outward appearance..

and it literally affects the people surrounding u..

i rely on my heavenly father,

i pray that God,

bless on my family and friends,

despite how ugly the world is,

ur unfailing love still shines upon them,

keep their heart warm and loved,

guide them, lead them,

in ur will,

Amen.....:)

ok back to the topic,

i gonna list out what am i going to do next..

the BIG happening goes to SHIFTING...!!

(and the best is im shifting both at jb and s'pore around the same time.. haha... what the....)

planning for my final recording...

(what am i supposed to do? original or cover?? i must come up with my own style of self-composition within 1 week... ahahaha...)

doing research for my miking techniques, as well as the mixing and mastering techniques...

(still, im looking for song.........argh!!! and i gotta pass my signal flow test once school starts.. ahahaha...)

going for a short trip!! bringing along my SLR camera as well... oh yeah man!

(im gonna catch my friends stupid moments... BLOOPERS!!! ahaha... guys pls do check out my fb ANYTIME! )

probably meet up friends that i haven't met for ages....!!

(whoever sees this, and U are the one im looking for!! It's u..ya.....it's u...no need to turn back..it's just U..hahaha....! )

and........so on and so forth.....

can't think much of it right now..

my mind is wandering to nowhere right now...

taken by me..using canon 450D which is my stupid sister's camera..ahahhaa...

it's a happy blogging day..

cheers :)

i miss u guys

2009-05-20T02:54:00.002+08:00

i miss u guys..

i need to take a breath..

to keep me moving on...

piece my heart back.. :(

Angels

2009-05-05T00:20:00.002+08:00

The holiest place there could ever be
All you can do is bow
Before the One who made Heaven and earth
Before the almighty God
For Him alone

Sing with the angels
Sing with the angels
Singing the name of the Lord
Singing the name of the Lord

For every soul He gave it all
Given for all of mankind
Eternal life is His alone
Given to all who believe
In Him alone

Jesus, Jesus

********************************************************************

everytime i'm feeling down,

the lyrics of the song somehow gives me an encouragement pad..

telling me that everything will be fine..

Sing with the angels..

I need You, God.

It can't be

2009-05-01T03:06:00.002+08:00

Hmm..i'd just received a mail recently,

regarding to what the mail is all about,

please, it can't be.

No matter how i wish it could be,

it was just my wishful thinking.

Another fat hope moments :(

A Quote

2009-04-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

"People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime.

when you figure out which it is, you will exactly know what to do."

Thanks for walking in and out of my life regardless of who you are :)

Filming Session

2009-03-29T14:15:00.005+08:00

these are such of the photos during our filming session..

obviously the victim is me..

but i got the kidnapper..wahaha!

i kinda look forward for this product!

woohoo!

for my dear sis :)

2009-03-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that when i needed someone to talk with,

there would always someone be there for me.

We had a nice chat, my dear sis. :)

after this i realized how long we've never seen each other.

too busy for running our own life,

too busy to keep our paces slow,

too busy for too many things,

busy, it's just an excuse.

we talked about how's our life going on,

talked something which is hardly could be mentioned,

It's great, isn't it?

Thanks God for everything happened in my life.

Be Happy :)

2009-03-17T02:39:00.003+08:00

I just wanna tell everyone to be happy!

today i read an article..

it said :" when life is going well on its way, we can be friendly to everyone. What if someday we encounter something unhappy, are we still being steady as usual? the reason why problems happen is to find out our hidden character which u yourself might not aware of it, and thats how u get more understanding to yourself. "

ya when something unhappy things happen it causes one to be bad-tempered..

lose control sometimes..

or u have to get along with those people u detest the most..

and u freak out..

eventually u start to complain everything, anyone surrounding you..

cos it doesn't happen the way u want it to be..

and your mindset become narrow and narrower..

it's actually sad..

isn't it?

so before u getting into this..

please remind yourself that how fortunate u are,

change the perspective of your life,

everything could be so fun!

of course it applies to me as well..

it's pretty challenging..

but it's part of the learning process in our life..

so,

Be happy with the things u are doing right now..

Be happy with the problems u are encountering..

Be happy with the people u are being with..

Be happy with the situation u are in..

Be happy with who u are :)

Memories:)

2009-03-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

i personally like this photo very much..

hehe..

just a part of the memories we'd had..

there's too many to upload..

enjoy every moments being with u guys..

thanks GOD for putting such a group of nice friends surrounding me..:)

A Coward

2009-02-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

People who are coward,

are actually the most brilliant in this world.

B'cos they are self-centered,

selfish,

inconsiderate,

pretended to be unware of everything,

find a thousand excuses for themselves,

toublemaker instead of their family,

mummy's boy,

absent-minded,

pure-minded,

twisted the fact.

Guys, if u encounter this kind of people,

if u don't want ur efforts to be unappreciated,

PLS STAY AWAY FROM THEM!

im still finding my way to out of this situation.

please bear in mind,

everyone has to bear the consequences for what everything they've done,

maybe not now,

whether u believe or not,

Karma does happen.

cherish

2009-01-28T01:17:00.004+08:00

life is unpredictable..

somehow we might find that it's too far from us..

u know..

when everything goes too well in ur life..

when u think that everything happens supposed to be the way it happens..

don't take it for granted..

this reunion dinner is the most meaningful day to me..

as my friend's dad passed away..

things happened too sudden as she yet had time to accept this fact..

imagine u had everything prepaid..

wanna have a great time with ur family..

but they suddenly gone..

i couldnt imagine how hurt she was..

it might be the toughest year to go..

but humans are fragile..

we really cant do anything..

except for the words "be strong, girl"..

Let God do the rest..

a precious lesson for me..

remind me once again..

dont take things for granted..

and do cherish ur beloved ones when they're still by ur side..

be grateful :)

Fully Battery Charged

2009-01-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

school started like 1 week d..

but everyone still in holiday mood..

haha..

i miss my holiday!!

i miss the 2 weeks every single moments..

hanging out with those "long time no see" friends..

thought still got ppl i havent catched up with..

and i gonna see u guys soon..

*o*

2008 passed too fast as i yet have time to think of my.....

new year resolution?

2009..

yeah i know what..

my new year resolution is to find a charming prince..

so that u guys will stop gossiping about me..==

haha..

actually nothing much..

just wanna be happy and be cool with everything..

equip myself for new challenges..

Hopefully i could get a job straight after diploma course..

God pls guide me in YOUR way..

alright?

Life goes well and same to u all..^^

Weeping may remain at night,

Yet Rejoice comes in the morning!

holidays

2008-12-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

no time to update my blog..

cos im kinda busy right after the holiday starts..

X'mas is always the most tiring season as in we have to travel few places to fulfil our mission trip..

bring more and more people to the living GOD..

i dint do much for this x'mas..

which is only an accompanist for the choir..

hehe..

tired though but fun!

went to Desaru straight after the christmas celebration..

thansk GOD i had a nice trip in Desaru..

actually supposed to put a group photo..

but well..we dint take any group photo..

so i choose these 2..

nice right?

hehe..

before going to Desaru, i was kinda worried..

as in mostly their classmates instead of both of us which is only 2..

but again thanks GOD we having lots of fun..

and i'll keep in mind next time go to the seaside must bring one more bra..

ahahahahahahah!!!

new image^^

2008-12-08T19:03:00.003+08:00

got my hair permed~~

to welcome the holly merry christmas..

as well as the new chapter of the next whole year..

*2009*

new image=new life?

i dont know..

but we living in the grace of GOD..

so let us just move on and on and on..

haha..

*LIFE*

relieved

2008-11-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

Nov almost got me away...

finally we passed up alll the assignments...

im looking forward for the BBQ party!

countdown holidays >> 3 weeks!

im freaking excited!!

i feel relieved sharing my real thoughts to u..

and somehow u agreed as what i said..

thanks GOD we are good friends..

so,

this is our serect ^^

i need time to adapt to something which im unfamiliar with..

should've looked through for what i've seen..

to discover more unknown truths..

my student was very funny today..

he smsed me to call him..

so i called him..

he wanna proved that he did practise piano..

so he asked me to listen for what he played..

ya indeed better..

maybe i give him too much pressure..

hahaha..

anyway i feel glad to have a student like him..

hey u really did a good job!

buck up :)

thanks :)

2008-11-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

thanks for u guys wishes on my birthday that day :)

sms,email,msn,friendster,facebook..

thanks a lot :)

thanks for the cake and celebrating with me after 12am my birthday that day..

thanks for the overseas called..ke xin and qiao fong...

really..i dint expect some of u guys remember my bithday indeed...

so...i'd like to dedicate my thankfulness to u all...^^

God bless!

One Life*Do something

2008-11-17T22:56:00.004+08:00

Please visit www.worldvision.com to find out more details.

You can do something to the world.

:)

miss old days :)

2008-11-09T01:05:00.003+08:00

i miss the old days'time..

:)

the moments we shared..

the craziest things we'd done..

share the secrets which supposed to be untold.. :P oops!

and so on..

:)

not trying to be EMO..

althought i've mentioned the same things again and again..

oops..im an old lady keep nagging here..

haha~

just being random..

:)

dont get any wrong idea of me..

as im not facing any obstacles or difficulties in my life..

just a moment of period..

when u are alone,

or when u running wild imaginations..

haha..

but i'm not in both of these situations..

:)

there will always be a place for keeping these memories...

never see taking photos as a girlish stuffs..

u wont know until one day ur brain starts functioning badly..

it's too late for that time to refresh all the past..

photos..the only stuffs u could rely on..

haha..

advertising "photos" @@

:)

takes life easier..

complicated life drives people crazy..

emptied heart will never be satisfied for bottomless pit of desires..

therefore u choose to mask yourself..

as people will never see through real true yourself..

the countless wounded hearts scattering all over the place..

didnt u see them?

chasing after the real meaningful life.

:)

I miss all those days..

the motivation of my unpleasant moments..

remind me that i should move on and on..

Learning In Progress

:)

Bringing cheers to everyone..

from,

a demanding girl!

haha~

thanks

2008-11-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

thanks JESSIE..

although i just simply said..

but u still took my words seriously..

as u said..it isnt the prettiest..

but it's alright..

i never expected u did it..

still wanna say thanks to U :>

up and down

2008-11-03T21:01:00.004+08:00

***DUDE***

somehow it's kinda irritating when u were feeling uncomfortable..

or u just admire how well other people did..

and u just wanna take a look..

yet, u just heard some annoying frequency..

awful isn't it?

sometimes i just wanna shout to those dudes..

can u please just shut up?

luckily, people understand.

i'm freaking tired.
*

* *

* * *

today is my 3rd session and the last recording as well...

thanks GOD i finished already!!

then..the guy in the photo..

freak out under the situation of starvation and exhaustion..

started singing all the way..

and even retro dancing when i was doing recording...

#$$%&^%$#@!

shit la!

in the end, it came out with a damn awful recording!

hahahaha!!

finally we did it!

THANKS in a million!

will buy u guys treat~

this is my promise..

wahahaha!

new toy!

2008-11-01T01:15:00.003+08:00

hoho..

my new keyboard arrived!

YAMAHA PSR S500? PSR S550???

in fact i ordered a PSR S500..

but don't know why it came a PSR 550??

automatically upgraded for me!

haha..

and i prefer this colour which is the Blackie!!

instead of the PSR S500 silver colour...hehe..!

oohhhoo..

has been playing it for few hours since the arrival of my blackie..

pls inspire me!

thanks dad and mom for the birthday present!(supposed to be a hp ><")

feel free to approach me for any live gigs^^

hahaha!

Recording session

2008-10-21T23:20:00.009+08:00

>>>Mr Drummer<<<

>>>Mr Bassist<<<

>>>Ms Keyboardist<<<

special thanks to xiao ice..

for taking such the nice photos :)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

having recording session last fri..

my ever first recording in my life..

it was fun!

but i wasted quite a lot of time to set up the whole stuffs..

haha..

i've slightly planned the miking techniques..

my 2nd recording session coming this fri..

hope everything runs smoothly..yeah!

let's do the best!

i love TIZZY BAC!

surprisingly,

the combination of 3 of us...

wasnt as bad as i imagined..

:)

overwhelming day

2008-10-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

first, dedicated to our dearest fish friend..

haha..happy birthday ya...

sorry unable to celebrate with u today as we are all in s'pore...

u should be looking forward for ur next celebration with US!

today i had a great time with 2 ms HUI...

without prior notice..

freestyle all the way..

although we were all kinda tired..

but yeah..good to see u guys again..

it swept away my unhappiness..

everything is getting better...

as i was having dinner with ms Hui,

i dropped my wallet on the chair but i din't realise..

when ms hui was going to withdraw money..

searching my whole bag but my dearest wallet wasnt inside..

damn anxious sia..

i was rushing like wind..

luckily the 3 persons sitting next to the table which we sat just now picked up my wallet already...

so when they saw me..then returned back to me...

hooray..thanks GOD!!

or else..i will be doomed....!!!!

yeah..be grateful^^

plain water

2008-10-05T00:23:00.003+08:00

plain water

tasteless..odourless..colourless..

all about plain..

nothing to do with emo..

all about plain..

right now..im just like the plain water..

falling into a piece of plain...

wanna cry..

but i couldnt even shed a tear..

wanna laugh out, from the bottom of my heart..

somehow, kinda fake.

eventually,

i choose in between these two..

cheering people up..just a piece of cake..

what if cheering myself up?

what if hiding myself that no one could ever find me?

what if backing all the things out im doing now?

what if..i just simply push a button..then everything would just dissappear?

fine..

im talking nonsense again..

could u please lend me ur shoulder?

cos i really need it.

this story is all about plain water..

see ya

2008-10-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

it seems like i've never been meeting friends these 2 weeks..

but why it feels like time passing kinda long time..

haha..

all getting busier..aiyo..

and these past few weeks more often hanging out with classmates and rushing the assignment like crazy sia..

rise up s'pore gang!!

hahaha..

i wonder who said we must meet up often..

in order to fight with the KL gang..

hahhaa..

hope to see some of u soon..^^

little issues talk

2008-09-26T02:08:00.009+08:00

hehe..i was given a "tomato" yesterday...:)

cute sia!

that day i was asked to go for blood donation..

then i was thinking..since i'd missed once..

i decided to give it a try..

so i followed her the next day..

it is a blood bank which located in outram park..

after filling in the form..

then went into the room and i was asked for some questions..

in the end..i couldnt donate..:(

she said i must stay in s'pore for more than 2 weeks then i could only donate blood..

because m'sia is one of the countries which effected by the bird flu..

so too bad..i cant :(

but my friend still brought us the fake tomatos..hahaha...

when u squeeze it..the blood will come out faster..

cute right?

after that we went to vivo city for indonesian food..

seriously i don't find it soooooo nice..

but well...

nice try..haha...

then we went to the pet shop..

the dogs are damnnnnn cute!!!

haha..especially the black colour furly dog..

when u look at its leg..

it's like 4 balls walking all over the place..

freaking cute sia..hahahahah!!

but too bad the pictures werent taken well as i was secretly taking photo during that time..==

hahaha..

fun explosure..:)

Thanks God i passed my signal flow test!!

i was a bit panic before went in..

and i kept praying "let me pass let me pass..or i cant book studio 1 and also i have to retest

again..i don't want!!"

thankfully the supervisor was being kind to me..TT

and i PASSED my test!

althought it was just a peanut for...them..

but not for me..hahaha...:)

having recording session these 2 days..

kinda fun...

i bet any of us were keen on this too...

there are always some biggest hindrance behind these..

hopefully everything will be fine for our recording session tomorrow..

hehe...^^

thoughts

2008-09-20T01:05:00.007+08:00

Recently im addicted to one republic 's songs!

just checked out their official website and the biography of this band...

Taken down some of the words whom the lead vocalist named "ryan teddar" said..

"They may have simple melodies but our songs are
about real life. "

"It's complexity wearing the mask of simplicity."

It's like a completely white sheet paper..

it depends on how U make a difference..

U can either draw a beautiful potraits or can just make graffiti on it..

Life is a progress for what we have learned for all these years..

Despite right or wrong..

the past will never come back..

there's a fine line between the simple and complicated..

i WANNA walk that way!

out of the topic..haha..

whoever sees this..cheers to u guys.. :)

xxx

im gotcha again!

it will be good when things turn out like this..

To understand one's inner characteristics..

it is just Like That!!!!!

don't ever tell me how pathetic u are..

U are not fit to be!

From now onwards...

no longer reaching out my hand to U!!

000

kinda blurred. :(

i was having practice with my students this evening..

they will be performing tomorrow at musickaki's school day..

school day..which labelled by our principal..==

May God bless my students perfoming well..

gonna FUN the whole day!

first time

2008-09-20T00:36:00.004+08:00

++A smile A day Keeps u Doctor Away++

decided to create a blog here........:)

the reason why i created is to improve my lousy english..

hahahhahaha!!

it sounds amused but it's true!

this smiley face picture was taken by ME in a cafe called "pure"..

delicious foods & beverages..well-environment..good service...

but the only thing which i dislike is the whole shop is availble for smoking even the aircon indoor
seats..

"#$#$^^&^$@!#@!@!@"

instead, it tempts me lots! :)

woke up freaking early in this morning!!

actually is to send my sis's friend off to UK for futher studies....:)

wanna upload some photos but it seems not working anyway :(

however,

May GOD's love be with the new chapter of her life..

i think this would be the brand new starting point of her life,

with her acceptance of Jesus Christ!

Instead of the sadness and sorrow..

**everything will be fine eventually**